I think I’m finally able to understand this saying, not to be corny or anything. Throughout this last quarter, I have found myself coping with different changes and adapting to situations that I have been place in but I’m realizing now that I’ve been losing myself at the same time. I described to a lot of my friends that I have not felt the same through out the quarter and it could have been because of all of the things (drugs) that I was doing but now I realize that it’s even bigger than that. I had lost of my dreams and aspirations and replaced them with general lessons on how to live life. I could say that I’ve been living life with no purpose. Now that I have had time to relax and think about my life, I’m realizing that the way that I was living life wasn’t good enough for me. I’m ready to go back to the Kris that I was before all of this mess started happening.
Today is the first day that I can say that I’ve felt like myself and I want it to stay that way. I’m tired of just going through the days with no goal in the end.