"The power in any relation lies with the person that cares the least"
I don’t know what’s going on but it always seems like I’m always the one that cares too much. I didn’t know there was a such thing as caring too much and nowadays people make it seem as if it is a crime to care. I don’t know what to do because I know I am not the type of person to not care. I guess I should just forget about the people who think I care too much? Ugh, it’s so fucking depressing and when you care about someone to the point that you would take a bullet for them and they say you care too much it’s the worst. I literally don’t want to go through these emotions anymore and I’m just sick of it all.
On better news, I move back to Santa Clara in 9 days but I have this overwhelming feeling like something is going to go wrong. Usually when I feel like something is going to go wrong it usually does. I guess I should just forget about it but like I said, it is “overwhelming” O yea, I also just found out that Santa Clara changed my room and gave me a roommate! Now every time I look out my window I’m going to see fucking Taco Bell and when I look in my room I am going to see my roommate. Kinda angry but there is really nothing that I can do about it. I just hope that nothing interferes with my weight loss goals this year because I’m serious about losing some serious weight.
BTW, I just started watching Weeds from the beginning. Not as interesting as Entourage but I hope it cures my boredom until school starts…
Well, there’s officially only 2 more weeks until school and I’m already packed hahaha. I woke up at 2 am just to do it this morning. Yes, I know that is weird but I don’t care. I do what I want hahaha.